Feeling bad

20/09/2018
I slept late, but woke up better. No reasoning behind it.
I finally realized why i don't get close with almost no one. I don't talk nor i try to make an effort about it. I keep playing it safe by talking with people i know.
Miguel tried talking to me twice today. The first time i acted like i usually would have acted.
The second time i straight up ignored him.
I feel shit.



I'm re-reading this. I don't reall have memories of it. I do recall feeling guilty though.